Being on Staff on SSZ makes me happy, but it also makes me frustrated. I play around and stuff, and people are always so serious. Am I the only one that hasn't forgotten how to have fun? What's with all this tension and seriousness? Same goes for the forum. Why am I hated so much? Just because I disagreed with one member, doesn't make me a bad person. Not everyone has to like each other. Perhaps people need to be in my shoes for once, to truly understand me. No one here does. I'm always accused wrongly, or hated for something that is just unfair. I try my best to control my anger, but it doesn't help when people push me beyond breaking point.